Author: vengayam

A seeker trying to understand the reality the seeker is in. Currently, I am focusing on identifying patterns that show up in life and peel that layer. My pseudonym is vengayam which is tamizh for onion. Typically, we chop, grind or slice onions. Never do we peel them. Therein lies the crux. Peeling an onion makes my eyes water. In addition, my rational mind is quite convinced that I am nuts to peel an onion. Welcome to my thoughts and ideas as I continue to peel myself.
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Mental therapy

April 2020 It was nine months into a new job in a new country. My…

Single pointed focus.

Oct 2010 Pre- NDE in 2011, my deteriorating health and meaningless marriage were my primary…

Devi in my dream.

October 2013 After healing from my 2011 surgery, I gathered strength to walk out of…

Swami Raghavendra.

Sep 2010. My health was deteriorating. Earlier, my body needed transfusions every 1 or two…

Know your ‘vengayam’ – an introduction.

My heartfelt gratitude to Karumbu.in for providing this platform to voice my experiences. Past: Have…

Near Death Experience (NDE).

Oct 2011: It was three days after surgery. I woke up in pain. All I…